Glen

Finally I bought a new shirt for my dear son, Glen~~~ He must be very happy~~~ :D Somehow it makes me happy too and makes me feel like buying more shirts for him... But I am broke.. (TAT)

This is the new look of Glen~ He have 1 more inner shirt but I was thinking that, nowadays are very hot, so just let him wear a jacket~ :D

Even Glen knows how to "ss"~~ XDDD *wink*

Glen, mommy promise will save money and buy more stuff for you~~~~ (>A<)

Black

Yes, as the title written there, I am going to write something very "black" now.. Well I mean "black" just a very emo post.. I am just expressing out, no offense to anybody.. (If you hate reading emo post, then is better you ignore it)

Lately I am not really feeling very good, I thought I were good but I was wrong, I was over-confident on myself and fall down miserably. (I lose my make up competition and feeling very sad about it) Now I feel so useless and nothing I could do to make things happen in my life. Yes, what I am writing now is really how I feel. I am sure most people out there have the same feeling too, you work so hard for it and the outcome was zero.... Then you see other people flying high up and got jealous about it... Slowly you have no faith in yourself anymore, you don't feel like doing it anymore, then you want to run away from it.... You are tired of seeing people having good times while you sitting at the corner thinking how to join in the convo... Slowly you know, you are left out... You try to keep up the pace and try to talk to others and stay happy, but people just don't feel like talking to you.... You know it from their eyes that they just don't want to talk to you.... Then you start to think - What is my problem? What have I done that people don't to talk to me? And all the other negatives thoughts.... By then you know, you became numb about all this...

Well, what I am writing now is not to support people to have emo thoughts and sob all the day without doing anything. I am just expressing as I have written in the first sentence. People do have sad and happy times, that's what makes a person stronger and makes life more exciting. I may sound very very emo at the second paragraph, but when I think it through, I know those are just nothing, later in the future, I have more challenge that I have to face it to achieve my dreams, I may lose again but I will not give up. What I have learn through all this..

- Failure doesn't mean you will fail forever
- Just do your best but not too confident about yourself, because if you do, you will fall down even more pain and worst thing, you might not get back up on your feet
- Be yourself, some people may not like you but do remember, they are others that love you so much
- Aim for perfection not winning, this is the most important..

I hope this post doesn't bore anyone and wish I could give people some motivation.. Hahaha.. Will post out pictures of my DIVA Gala Night when I have all the pictures with me~ :D Thanks for reading~

Make Up Competition

Please help me "like" this page and "like" this picture. Is my make up for my competition. I would really appreciate it... *bows*

Here is the link ---> MAKE UP COMPETITION

Thank you everybody!!! <3

MLC February Lolita Tea Party

Its been 2 months ago since this Lolita Tea Party, I really want to apologize for my lateness.. (=3=)

Its been so long since I went to Lolita outing with my dear Lolita friends~ (><) I miss them so much~ So happy to have meet them. I want to thank you Aiko, our vice-president of MLC (Malaysia Lolita Club) for organizing this, if not we wouldn't have the chance to meet each other too..

Venue : Levain. Kuala Lumpur
Date : 26th Feb 2011

Of course, the first thing we did when we reach is... FOOD!! XD We found our place to put our bags and stuff, everybody went down and find for FOOD! XD Me and BlackCatz wasn't really that hungry so we ate only deserts~

2 plate full of macaroons!!! 8D I have never try macaroons before! They are very nice though is sweet, goes with a tea would be very nice~

See the purple macaroon? That macaroon is "Cassis". Hahaha, I was spazzing over there saying is from the GazettE~ XDD

Believe it or not, this is a bun! Is soooo cute!! Is bought by Azu~ 1 of my Lolita friend~

After meal, we have some games~ :D First, we played "bingo"~ Then we were ask to write our current obsession~

As you can see, mine is a very big the GazettE - Ruki word over there and the others are normal thing like make up, high fashion and other fan girls stuff. XD Beside me, we have Blackcatz's current obsession!

Later on, we played another game~

Time were passing very fast that day, after all the games we played, it was almost 4, if I am not wrong.. We had our group photo before we say good bye..

The sweet side~ From left :
Akiko
Merrinette
Neko (Najwa)
Me
BlackCatz
Azu    

The classic side~ From left :
Michi
Aiko
Kye Lin
Hermes
Amanda (Ginger)    

Group photo~

We met a new friend too, Azu~ She is more to the casual Lolita side~

Hahahahahhaa.. Every time when I see this picture, I will LMAO!! XD What Aiko say was - "Fuiyoh! Macam what cooperate meeting sia... Yumi is the CEO, then Akiyo is the wife, Azu is the secretary... xD"

Well that's all for the Lolita outing, hopefully to see everybody again~ Really very happy~ Thanks again to Aiko for organizing~ Photos above mostly credit to Aiko and her photographer, Parry and Merrinette~ Thanks so much~

After Lolita outing, me, BlackCatz, Azu and Amanda were planning to watch Black Swan in The Pavilion~ The whole story of how did we get our ticket was very interesting and exciting. XD I am kinda lazy to type how, but just imagine we went through a lot just to get the ticket~ XDDD

After the show, it was very late. We went for some supper at TGI Fridays before we went home~ It was already 23:51 (As you can see from the phone below) This phone is credit to BlackCatz. XD

This is the first time I went home so late.. I really want to thank you Amanda for sending us home and going to the tea party. Thank you so much!! We owe you a tea~ X)

-wrong post-

I accidentally press the button "publish post" when I am not even finish with it yet, I don't know how to delete post, so please ignore this post. (><);;;

I am back!! XD

Yesh 1 month of not blogging... My blog must be full of dust like my house now.. Well, now I will just simply post something up before it grows algae too.. (=.=)

Lately, my house has been a mess, nothing much to say, 1 word says it all, MESSY!!!! (=A=) Will post some picture out next time when I have the time.. I have not been staying in my own house for 1 month because of the renovation and all the drama from the contractor who ditch us... D<

Anyway, lately, I am very busy with my own make up thing too.. I will be having a Gala Night next week organize by my academy - DIVA PRODUCTION. That day will be announcing our results of our make up competition, so scary, and I can't wait too... (>A<) The dress code of my Gala Night is 80's rock.. Now I am thinking, how am I going to pull this off... XDD

Like this? XD (No offense to whoever love this band) I didn't know 80's dress up so colorful..

That's just joking, I did found out how to dress up more modern, of course.. I really love this fashion~ I think 80's rock fashion point is more to leggings... Hmm... Will think on how to wear...

Siging out now, will try to update more next time~

Randoms

Random posting this time because I am SOOO free... (=.=) Well consider myself really free for now because my house in under renovation and I can't do anything except waiting for my mom to come back home now.. And also waiting for piano class at the same time..

My life now is very busy actually, class, class, class.. I don't online as often as usual already.. Because getting lazier when so tired.. (>A<) I will still try to update my blog at least once in a week.. Unless really not free..

Me in class camwhore a lil~ XDD

*From this post onwards, only some people may understand what I am saying. If you don't understand, well its ok, nothing important because is actually just a joke~ :D)

I am posting a very random stuff I saw 2 months ago in a shopping complex with BlackCatz, we both are LMAO when we saw these.. XD Well as you can see the shop name - Cecil McBee... (Whoever reads Popteen or any japanese magazines will understand what I am saying) I can't believe Cecil Mcbee is in Malaysia and OMG, ALL FOR RM10!!!! (=.=)

And Ume.co is in Malaysia too!!! OMFG!!!! XDDD

Hahaha that's all this new post.. Is random, I know.. XD Because I havve nothing to post lately other than last weekend, I went to a Lolita outing~ I will post it when I am free~ :D

Italia Vogue

Finally got my portfolio~ Model is BlackCatz (As my previous post has posted) Thank you again to BlackCatz~ :D Left is day make up, right is night make up~

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Then lately, I am so into Italia Vogue Magazine. Their fashion are always so gorgeous! I love high fashion the most, very exotic but yet pretty and fierce in a picture at the same time. But some are still soft and fierce at the same time too. I think it depends on what kind of theme they have and what kind of theme they want people to see in a photo.

(Pictures from here onward are ALL from ITALIA VOGUE)

This picture is so awesome!! For me, this is more like soft yet fierce type of picture. Well this is just my opinion. As you can see, the model's face looks kind of sad but the background is a very hard and edgy type, which makes this model looks strong..

This is another page from Italia Vogue~ The title from this picture says it all - The POWER of White. Pure and pretty..

 

This picture looks simple. Simplicity sometimes looks the most complicating~ It depends on how you imagine in a picture and how you feel about that picture~ There is a title for this look too~ Look to the Future~ Think what you think about this picture yourself. :D

(Pictures from here onwards are not from Italia Vogue)

This is my favourite model of all the series ANTM (America's Next Top Model) - Ann Ward. She has a exotic and weird look but still beautiful too~ :D Congrats to her to be crowned as ANTM~~!! I love her soo much~! If only 1 day I have chance to help her make up, I would love to ask her to be a high fashion model for me~

Another picture from Ann Ward. She is sitting at the lowest~

Another favorite model~ Tyra Banks!! Yesh! She is my idol~

She looks so natural here~! Love this shot so much!!

Happy Valentine's Day

As the title have written- Happy Valentine's Day to everybody..

Valentine's Day sounds like just for couples only kind of day, but actually, I don't really felt it that way because Valentine's Day is a day where love is in the air~ Though some people don't have a valentine but that doesn't mean that you are not loved. What about your friends or your family or even your favourite pet~ They love you too but just another kind of love~ So spread the love around~ :)

I want to send my love to my dear, Emmanuel~ I love you so much, thanks for being my dear. I will always remember the promise we made and keep it no matter what..

(Drawings is not mine, I found it in photobucket but I think this drawing is 1 of my favorite artist - Kits-chan. O.O)

Then I want to send my love to my dearest sisters too, Cherly and BlackCatz~ They are the best, if I had not meet them in my life, I think I would have not be here... Thanks.. I love you girls forever too, let's stay this way forever~ X)

(Drawings are from photobucket too)

I want to send my love to my family and to all my friends too~~ And my 2 dogs~ XD

Happy Chinese New Year~

Happy Chinese New Year to everybody again~ :D I wonder how's everybody's Chinese New Year like, I guess every year should be the same, going house to house visiting cousins and relatives... (==) Honestly, I personally don't really like CNY because of a lot of reasons. The only thing I love about CNY is RED PACKETS!!! XDDDD Money!! Money!! Money!! XDDD I am such a bad daughter. XDDD

Well whatever, this is how my CNY have been~

The reunion dinner with my family~ We went to my uncle's house in Damansara for reunion dinner, everybody have to cook their own dishes and bring over~ This is really a lot, everybody busy taking the food before its gone!! XD

This is my 1st meal of CNY~ XD I took a lot of plates of rice that night, really... No joking. XD

My cousin brother - Terence Chai. As cool as always~

My cousin sister - Francine Chai. As pretty as always~

My cousin younger sister - Xin Rong. As cute as always~

My uncle. As funny as always. XD

After dinner, we took out a lot of junk food and snacks and chocolate and...(everything you can think of) on the table. We even had red wine from Italy~ I only drank 1 cup because after the dinner, my family and cousins will be going to temple, so need to control myself..

This is the temple I always go to, this is the night view though.There were having a chanting session 1st, so we went in and chant for, I think 1 hour.. After that, they have a small fireworks outside~ :)

Next day, which is the 1st day on CNY. We have a tradition of only eating vegetarian the whole day, so we didn't did much but spend the whole day in my grandma's house playing cards and monopoly~ XD That's why didn't took any pictures... Hehehe. ^^;;;

Then 2nd day of CNY, lunch in a seafood restaurant~ Everybody waiting for the food to be served.. XD Aunties and uncles chatting while the young ones are playing the phone or a console on the hand. XD

Food time! XD

Photo time~ :D

After lunch, we went for karaoke. And OMFG!!!! I can't believe that small studio hve the GazettE song.... But only Cassis, I was so hyper about it~~ My mom was scolding me to chill down. (.__.) Ruki!!! <3

After karaoke, we went for dinner in Ichiban Sushi, if I am not wrong about the name, can't really remember. XD Everybody were so tired after everything..

Well, that's all for my CNY with my whole family. Yup, I know it sounds boring.. XD That's how my every year CNY sounds like. XD