Not again..

I need some time to be alone, some time for me to figure out what is this... that's what I am telling myself now....

Ever since I meet you, my life change so much. I am feeling sad, happy, confused, loved.... All the feelings I usually don't feel much and don't care much. Now my everyday life, I am looking forward for something..... Always waiting for something to happen.....

My heart is singing a song now......is call 心音 by Yanawaraba...... I don't know much about the meaning but it seems to fill the hole in my heart....... It is, somehow, sad.. But happy in some ways.... I choose to be alone but don't want to be left alone..... What the hell am I thinking now.........