You were...

When was the last time I saw your smiling face?
I can't remember clearly because I thought it was just only a dream....
At that time, everything stops according to our feelings.
It was raining............
You were there.. Standing, holding an umbrella.......
I shouted your name and tried to hold you in my arms, but I failed.....
You smiled to me and just waved goodbye.....
And left me speechless....
I was froze by the rain drops....
Why must you leave without telling me?
I have already begged The God no to take you away from me
But there was no responds...

The time we spent together become memories to me
Replaying non-stop in my mind
You lifted me so high
Then now put me back to where I belong....

Before this, I wanted to convey my gratitude to you so much,
I wanted to tell you how much I love you
How important you were to me......
And now I have regretted for not doing that earlier....

People always say live everyday as it were the last...
I have finally realize the true meaning of it now
But I guess it's too late,
Now that you are gone, I live tomorrow as it were the first time..........

Mwahahaha!!

Yessshh! Finally me dear the GazettE single - Red, arrived~! >DDD Damn, the songs are awesome~! 3 of the songs - Red, An Unbearable Fact and Vermin are just damn nice that I don't even know how to describe how nice it is.... XDDDD
Then few days ago, went to Kinokuniya together with BlackCatz~ And of course and as usual, we went in Kinokuniya and come out NEVER empty handed... hahaha... We bought Gothic Lolita Bible and Popteen Taiwan version....

Both of us were very tired, so decided to go to Secret Recipe for lunch. Catz was very tired because she was wearing high heels... ==

After lunch and all the chatting, we walked around because we have all the time on that day... Then again, was too tired and our hearts were not satisfied, so ended up...... We went to Starbucks again.... Though we were nearly going to be broke... XDDDD

We shared a large Ice-chocolate together... XDDD Because our money were limited... == hahahaha~!!!


After Starbucks, I still DON'T feel satisfied... So I asked Catz to accompany me back to Kinokuniya and........Shit... == I bought another Kera magazine.. XDDD And the funniest thing was, Catz ended up bought her AKB48 photobook too~! LMAO~! XDDD

We stayed there until night because need to wait for Catz parents.

I didn't knew that in the night, KLCC would be that nice~~~~ The awesome light from the KLCC~ (See the fuwa-fuwa hairband tied on Catz hand?? She is in love with it~ XDDD)

And then after that whole tiring day in KLCC, I stayed overnight in Catz house~ The next morning, I helped Catz to make up~ :D The make up was ok, but Catz seems to love it a lot, so it makes me happy of coz~
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
And lately... Thanks to Catz.... I am in love with AKB48 too~~~~~

Minami Takahashi daisuki~~~~~~

Not again..

I need some time to be alone, some time for me to figure out what is this... that's what I am telling myself now....

Ever since I meet you, my life change so much. I am feeling sad, happy, confused, loved.... All the feelings I usually don't feel much and don't care much. Now my everyday life, I am looking forward for something..... Always waiting for something to happen.....

My heart is singing a song now......is call 心音 by Yanawaraba...... I don't know much about the meaning but it seems to fill the hole in my heart....... It is, somehow, sad.. But happy in some ways.... I choose to be alone but don't want to be left alone..... What the hell am I thinking now.........

Miss me Besties

Chiru~~~ Black Catz~~~ I miss you both la... == You both are like my boyfriends lo, cannot live without you guys la.. Hahaha... XDD Its like so bored and meaningless if you guys are not with me.. == Sounds so mushy and weird right? But that's the fact.. I love you guys.. Can be my boyfriends, Chiru? Catz? XDDD Just joking only ok?? XDDD But I am sure you both know that I love you guys too.. XDDD

What I am writing now is not because I want to let you guys read or what-so-ever-the-reason-is.. But I just want to express my feelings.... I really miss you guys......... =3= I wonder when is the day when we can stay together~~ *daydreaming*

Remember this picture?? See the picture quality also know when is this taken la.. XDD Next time let's play again ok? Putting creams on our faces and smash cakes on our faces too~~~ XDD
(I know I look like I a got mustache on me face~ Some more is white~ XDDD Then you both have distorted faces~~~ Hahaha, just joking ya~ XDDD)

I miss you too, twinnie~ Thanks for always listening me talking all sorts of crabs.. XDDD

*Chiru : Now only I knew you love to put out your tongue when taking picture.. XDD Last time also the same, now also the same.. XDDD*

*Catz : Looking at that picture, you changed a lot, I mean your face... Last time you look so like a child now very mature already o~~~ :D*