My nightmare is back again.. I am scare.. I feel very insecure.. I try to hide away from it, but still useless.. I try to run away from it, but it seems like I am going into it more than further away from it.. Why do I feel this way? Slowly, slowly I am like seeing my nightmare even in real life too..
I hate my memories, I hate my childhood.. If only I can just forget everything, my life would be so much more better. I am very happy now, but my memories are killing me. The thoughts of just a little of my memories are suck! Damn it! F**K! I hate it!