I think I am getting more and more not myself lately..
Running away from the fact that I have __________
I am confuse and scare of this feelings
But in some ways, I am very happy too
How do I describe..??
These weird feelings of mine...
Even though my heart knows well how it feels like
But still I do not know how to change into words...
I am not sad but feeling kind of hurt when __________ happen...
Is this what we call __________???