the GazettE

I am so into the GazettE mood~~~ Damn, the GazettE new PV - Pledge is so damn nice other than because its black and white again.... (=.=)

Ruki and Kai.... *drools*

Support the GazettE forever~~~~~~!!!! - GazeRock is not dead - (Though this is a very old picture of them but Kai's epic cute face~~~ Hahaha.... XDD )

Untitle for Her

Dawn falls, night awake,
Walking outside the street,
Alone,
There is not even a shadow to be seen,
Only the fog in front of my way...
Blur my view what's in front of me..

I don't have a direction to go,
I just want to walk....
I just want to feel the breeze in the night,
And the dark yet calming air of this silent street.

My mind is blank
I look up at the sky
And suddenly I feel something cold touches my cheeks
At first, I thought it is raining,
But then I know it's not,
It is just my tears falling from my eyes...

I am not sad,
I clearly know that,
But why are my tears falling down?
Maybe because I feel your distress...
Scratching every bit of my heart, making it bleed.....

- Hope she get well soon...... -

Sun-U Animangaki

Ok, finally Cheryl uploaded those Sun-U Animangaki pictures.. But now I am so lazy to upload them already... (=3=;) Hahahaha... So will just post the photo album in here and will only upload some of them~

This is the photo album from Cheryl~ ---->>> http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1216133608&v=photos#!/album.php?aid=243727&id=636243919

Here are some photos~ :) Credits to Jian Leng for taking these pictures and Cheryl for tagging me and accompanying on that day and so is to me twinnie, Misaki-chan, Badrissa, Anthony~

This is me.... I know.. Nurse not suppose to smile, but yesh, I am smiling~ XDD At that time I was super nervous because I am so scare of going up on stage to perform with my friend, ZcDave... Doing HardGay dance... (=.=;;)

My dear doctor~~~~ Cheryl~~~ XDD Isn't she handsome~~~

Cheryl look so cute in this picture~ Behind there is Elaine and her bf, Joe~

When did this happen?? Why I have no memories of this happening.....?? (o____o) Anyway, that is my twinnie, Emmanuel~ XDDD

From left : Emmanuel, Anthony, Misaki and Cheryl

This is Misaki-chan~~ OMG, she should crossplay more~ She is so handsome too~~ XDD

From left : Me, Cheryl, Aster and Aiko. I miss Aster and Aiko so much~~ So happy to see them there~~~ (>w<)
And yesh~! This is my favorite picture~ Pyramid Head and the Nurse~! Silent Hill is in town~~~ >DDD Pyramid Head is Deidara~~

And the 2 pictures below are taken from Soloman Freeman... So thank you to Soloman Freeman~! Actually there are few more pictures, but lazy to upload them.... teehee... (=w=)

My performance together with ZcDave~ He is cosplaying HardGay~! OMG~! XDDD LMAO!!!


This picture is taken from Joseph again~ Thank you Joseph!!!

Damn, I love this shot~! I love the way Cheryl pose~ She is like, "I am going to KILL you, Yumi!!!!!" XDDD

And that's all for now~ (=w=)

Daily life

Last Friday went to sing karaoke with BlackCatz~ Happy~ Finally I can sing all my heart out because I was actually very emo for quite some time, so that's why misses the time when I can sing everything out...

Starbucks as usual~ Never forget bout Starbucks~ And never forget bout...........

Camwhore~ XDD
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Today went to guitar class~ And learned a new song~ :D While waiting for my class turn, bought a new popteen (Though is not the latest because I had already bought the latest but haven't bought the older 1 yet.. XDD) and as usual, had my lunch in McD and read the magazine there...

The more I look at Hikari, the more she look like BlackCatz.. XDD

Love Son Wei's make up lately~ Her make up is damn nice~! And her style is very modern~ And pretty~ Love Son Wei~C=
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And finally~ Me Shoxx arrive!!! Thank you BlackCatz~~~

UNIQLO in M'sia

Today was an epic day~ Haha, well not really.. Just a normal day, woke in the morning, took breakfast and off to school as usual using the public transport..... (=.=;) Then bla bla....

Well, what makes today a something special or should say happy day was, in my class today~ My friend - Kiki, was trying on a "zombie" make up~ So I happily choose her as my partner~ XDDD Because I myself want to learn how to put on white pale face so I can help me twinnie to make up~ XDDD

The make up was actually just white pale face and dark, dirty eyeshadow... The lip and eye part was a little bit modified by me and my teacher.... The lip color was my teacher's idea and I just used the extra lip color to put on the "tears" part...

This is my friend, Kiki~

And this is my lovely teacher, Caryn~

I must really say, I love the lip color very much.... It really looks like blood... (=w=)b

A shot of Caryn teacher teaching students~ Hohohoho~!!! The 1 is sitting down is Ean Li and the other 1 is Eunice~ (Caryn teacher's face looks so serious.. XDDD)
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And 2nd thing that makes today a special day is.............. UNIQLO is in MALAYSIA!!!!!!! Well, I am not a fan of UNIQLO, so no comment in it... But today, the queue in front of the shop was SUPER LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG!!!!!! Everybody is queuing to go in.... (O___O)

If only Moi-Meme-Moitie or Innocent World or Baby, The Star Shines Bright OR at least Bodyline is in Malaysia, I would be more than happy to queue... XDDD

Lolita Love

Wow.. It's been awhile since I update my blog.. *wipe the dust away* Haha, I am so speechless lately.. No I should say, I have a lot to express but it can't be express out...

Anyway, just 2 days ago.. Went to an event - Sun-U Animangaki, with Cheryl, Emmanuel, Jian Leng, Badrissa, Misaki, Anthony~ Was very very very fun, but.... 2 things, 1st was blackcatz wasn't there that time.. T^T She is busy with her own SPM... And 2nd, was very tired at the same time too because me and Cheryl did our costume last minute.. I mean we have our costume ready but just left the splashing "blood" part.. So we stayed up very late just to soak it with coffee and "blood" and dry it as fast as possible.... Even though we slept at 3am, the other 2 boys - Emmanuel and Jian Leng slept later than us because of wanting to watch their "lau zha po" movie.... XDDD

I don't have picture of that event, so still waiting for my friends to upload it then only will talk more about it in my blog...

Will just post 1 picture of me now 1st.. teehee... (Finally~ I got my nurse hat~ Hahaha..)
*Thank you Joseph so much for this photo!!*

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So as for now... I am so into Lolita~~~!!!!!! (TTATT) I want to buy Lolita!! It's been so long since I buy Lolita thanks to the GazettE.. (=.=);;; I miss my days when I wear Gothic Lolita... I miss black color.... \(>A<)/ I miss the feeling of me when I am wearing Lolita~~~ Classic~~ Gothic~~ AHHH!!!!!! I am going nuts!!!!! (@~~@)

(Below pictures are from Gothic Lolia Bible vol.37)

Gothic Lolita, Kuro Lolita and Classic Lolita are my favorite~


Hope I can at least buy a branded one-piece before this year ends... (=3=)

You were...

When was the last time I saw your smiling face?
I can't remember clearly because I thought it was just only a dream....
At that time, everything stops according to our feelings.
It was raining............
You were there.. Standing, holding an umbrella.......
I shouted your name and tried to hold you in my arms, but I failed.....
You smiled to me and just waved goodbye.....
And left me speechless....
I was froze by the rain drops....
Why must you leave without telling me?
I have already begged The God no to take you away from me
But there was no responds...

The time we spent together become memories to me
Replaying non-stop in my mind
You lifted me so high
Then now put me back to where I belong....

Before this, I wanted to convey my gratitude to you so much,
I wanted to tell you how much I love you
How important you were to me......
And now I have regretted for not doing that earlier....

People always say live everyday as it were the last...
I have finally realize the true meaning of it now
But I guess it's too late,
Now that you are gone, I live tomorrow as it were the first time..........

Mwahahaha!!

Yessshh! Finally me dear the GazettE single - Red, arrived~! >DDD Damn, the songs are awesome~! 3 of the songs - Red, An Unbearable Fact and Vermin are just damn nice that I don't even know how to describe how nice it is.... XDDDD
Then few days ago, went to Kinokuniya together with BlackCatz~ And of course and as usual, we went in Kinokuniya and come out NEVER empty handed... hahaha... We bought Gothic Lolita Bible and Popteen Taiwan version....

Both of us were very tired, so decided to go to Secret Recipe for lunch. Catz was very tired because she was wearing high heels... ==

After lunch and all the chatting, we walked around because we have all the time on that day... Then again, was too tired and our hearts were not satisfied, so ended up...... We went to Starbucks again.... Though we were nearly going to be broke... XDDDD

We shared a large Ice-chocolate together... XDDD Because our money were limited... == hahahaha~!!!


After Starbucks, I still DON'T feel satisfied... So I asked Catz to accompany me back to Kinokuniya and........Shit... == I bought another Kera magazine.. XDDD And the funniest thing was, Catz ended up bought her AKB48 photobook too~! LMAO~! XDDD

We stayed there until night because need to wait for Catz parents.

I didn't knew that in the night, KLCC would be that nice~~~~ The awesome light from the KLCC~ (See the fuwa-fuwa hairband tied on Catz hand?? She is in love with it~ XDDD)

And then after that whole tiring day in KLCC, I stayed overnight in Catz house~ The next morning, I helped Catz to make up~ :D The make up was ok, but Catz seems to love it a lot, so it makes me happy of coz~
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And lately... Thanks to Catz.... I am in love with AKB48 too~~~~~

Minami Takahashi daisuki~~~~~~

Not again..

I need some time to be alone, some time for me to figure out what is this... that's what I am telling myself now....

Ever since I meet you, my life change so much. I am feeling sad, happy, confused, loved.... All the feelings I usually don't feel much and don't care much. Now my everyday life, I am looking forward for something..... Always waiting for something to happen.....

My heart is singing a song now......is call 心音 by Yanawaraba...... I don't know much about the meaning but it seems to fill the hole in my heart....... It is, somehow, sad.. But happy in some ways.... I choose to be alone but don't want to be left alone..... What the hell am I thinking now.........

Miss me Besties

Chiru~~~ Black Catz~~~ I miss you both la... == You both are like my boyfriends lo, cannot live without you guys la.. Hahaha... XDD Its like so bored and meaningless if you guys are not with me.. == Sounds so mushy and weird right? But that's the fact.. I love you guys.. Can be my boyfriends, Chiru? Catz? XDDD Just joking only ok?? XDDD But I am sure you both know that I love you guys too.. XDDD

What I am writing now is not because I want to let you guys read or what-so-ever-the-reason-is.. But I just want to express my feelings.... I really miss you guys......... =3= I wonder when is the day when we can stay together~~ *daydreaming*

Remember this picture?? See the picture quality also know when is this taken la.. XDD Next time let's play again ok? Putting creams on our faces and smash cakes on our faces too~~~ XDD
(I know I look like I a got mustache on me face~ Some more is white~ XDDD Then you both have distorted faces~~~ Hahaha, just joking ya~ XDDD)

I miss you too, twinnie~ Thanks for always listening me talking all sorts of crabs.. XDDD

*Chiru : Now only I knew you love to put out your tongue when taking picture.. XDD Last time also the same, now also the same.. XDDD*

*Catz : Looking at that picture, you changed a lot, I mean your face... Last time you look so like a child now very mature already o~~~ :D*